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i was spent last night. i was completely worthless my last 2-3 hours at work. i slept about 10 hours last night and still feel out of it. i have no appetite and close to zero motivation. i hate this about my days off, especially during christmas; i'm usually way to tired to do anything productive and i feel like i'm just recuperating to go back to do it all again for another 3-4 days. i'm getting really fed up with my job. every day there is some stupid conflict or complication. last night, after i got home, lindsay called me to tell me that one of the new girls wasn't going to be able to work all of her shift on monday. awesome. especially awesome because i asked her at training last sunday if she would be able to work on mondays and she said she could. also, it is really cool how another one of the new girls just didn't show up for either of her shifts this weekend. argh...i feel like i'm turning into one of those people who constantly bitches about their job. i don't want to be like that at all. which makes me think it is really time for me to find a new job.
on a brighter note, if i can drum up some motivation, beth and i are going to make christmas cards and get some christmas shopping done today. also, my hands are looking and feeling so much better. this hemp cream is a miracle!